4 Months Old

Baby boy you are 4 months old and growing like a weed.

 

Weight: 16lbs, 12oz. (75%)

Height: 26" (90%)

Size 3 diapers

Size 6-12 month clothes

 

You rolled over for the first time when I was changing your diaper. Thankfully, you were on the floor because I turned my back for one second and you were facing the other side. I was so proud of you! You even kicked your leg and rolled back over. You don't do this little trick all of the time, but it is so exciting when I do catch you kicking your little leg and rolling over. Of course you love to do it when no one is watching. You also love to go on walks. We try to go for a walk after your morning nap and we always go for a walk as a family when daddy gets home. Sometimes we bring you to the pool and let you get your feet wet, but the mosquitoes don't let us stay for very long. You also have started to like playing on your play mat. You like grabbing the toys that dangle and you even have begun to pull them off. You are such a strong little boy. We have so much fun with you and are always thinking of new and fun things to show you. Your daddy likes to put you in the laundry basket filled with pillows and pulls you around in the living room. You just laugh and laugh. Your laugh is the sweetest sound! Your favorite time is just playing with mommy and daddy, making funny faces and sounds, no toys are even needed.

Just me and the babe.

Today was my first day with just me and baby for the whole day, while daddy went back to work (well, trainings for work...he doesn't start back until August 20). Luckily, we had the whole summer together to play with baby and spoil him...ha! We couldn't have planned it any better, I mean who gets to spend the first 3 months of your baby's life together without either parent having to work. Don't get me wrong, raising a newborn is definitely hard work, but it was all we needed to focus on. He has surely been showered with love and attention from both parents 24/7, lucky guy! So today was the first day that I was able to experience him all to myself all day long. Che's training actually started on Monday, but he came home early so it doesn't really count. However, Sunday night was the first night that I was the one to get up with baby each time for feedings. Since I am just pumping, daddy was sweet enough to give momma some extra rest and we had our shifts (daddy stayed up way later than me so he got all of the feedings before 4:30am and I would wake up with baby and play with him in the mornings while daddy slept in, which was usually anywhere between 5-7am).

So.. Sunday night was actually not too bad. Surprisingly, I awoke easily whenever Elias would start to wake up and didn't mind feeding him and rocking him back to sleep. I have actually started to enjoy those quiet times with just me and him in the dark, holding his little baby hand while he closes his eyes and drinks momma's milk from his bottle. It's crazy to think that 3 months ago I feared the night time feedings. Breastfeeding did not come easily for us to say the least, therefore all feedings in general were filled with anxiety and frustration, which I will save for another post. The past 2 nights however, he has been waking up every 2-3 hours and sometimes just needs to be rocked back to sleep without feeding. We think he might be teething, hence all the drooling and constantly gnawing on his hands.

Which brings us to....Today. It was such a wonderful day even though there were times of frustration when he would be so tired he would scream and cry and cry until finally he would drift off to sleep, only to wake up 20 minutes later. I'm not sure why he wouldn't nap today, hopefully that means he will sleep better tonight. A momma can hope. We started off the morning at 5am. I brought him to the couch and we snuggled up so close while I fed him. He must have been so comfy because he fell right back to sleep and barely drank an ounce. We slept on the couch together all cuddled up. I love sleeping with him and cherish every single cuddle with him.

***I have been trying to finish this post since I began writing on Wednesday night and here it is Friday*** (Who knew that finding extra time with a baby would be hard...sheesh!)

So, here we are today (Friday, August 10 - 1 day before Elias turns 3 months old). He is taking a nap at the moment so we shall see how far I get in this post.

I think we are starting to get the hang of our time alone together without daddy. It hasn't been easy, trying to entertain him all day long, trying to find ways for him to play by himself so I can cook lunch (I made butternut squash and brown rice for lunch yesterday, it was yummy), pump every 3 hours and do any type of chore. We have been taking walks every morning this week and it has been so nice to get out and get some exercise. Then when daddy gets home we have been going on more walks, pool time, kicking the soccer ball (all kinds of fun outdoor activities). The other day I placed Elias in his stroller and wheeled him into the kitchen so I could wash out my pump parts and then proceeded to take him out of it when I was done. Oh my goodness, you would have thought I had pinched him. He screamed his head off! I realized quickly that he thought we were going for another walk. I felt so bad for teasing him like that so off we went for another walk and he loved it! I love how he observes the trees that pass by and he squints his eyes if momma doesn't pull his shade down in time to block out the sun. He even drifts off to sleep if it is around nap time. When he wakes up, we will head out for our little walk. I have also been reading about fun games to play with a 3 month old. This morning I pulled out some spoons and tupperware and played them like drums, which held his attention for about 3 minutes. He also looked at a wire whisk for about 2 seconds with curious eyes. Yesterday, I taught him how to stick out his tongue, it was the cutest thing ever and he also learned how to pull open and close the blinds. He has been able to hold onto things when we put them in his hands, so I put the cord for the blinds in his hand and raise him up and down so the blinds open and close..ha! I will keep exploring the world with him and watch him light up with each new experience.

Daily Affirmation

I share my gifts with joy, excitement and passion!

I am dynamically aware of the presence of God, and my life unfolds in Divine Order!

I am receptive to spiritual understanding and inspiration.

The healing Light and Life of God flow through me now!

Through my connection with You, God, all my needs are abundantly met.

Weekend of firsts....

This was one of the best weekends of the summer. On Friday we decided to head to Town Lake for a picnic. We stopped at a food trailer and ordered some amazing cuban sandwiches and fried plantains, the sandwiches were huge but I enjoyed every last bite. Then we parked the car and headed down to a nice grassy spot and came upon the splash park. Daddy and Elias meandered in and out of the water spouts (not sure how amused Elias was), but it was so much fun to watch them splash in the water. We hung out for a while and imagined many fun water days in the future as we pictured Elias running around with squeals of excitement. Then on Saturday we went to my friend Brooke's apartment and Elias swam in the pool for the first time (I use the word 'swam' very loosely). He wasn't too sure what to think of the water, but I like to think he enjoyed it. We hung out with the other babies and watched them look at each other with curious eyes. This was also the first time that Elias fell asleep in my arms outside and we laid him down to sleep in the shade. I guess we are finally over the assumption that he will only sleep after we have rocked him for 30 minutes and lay him down in his crib while tip toeing around so he does not wake up. It was an amazing feeling!

Then we went to buy a new car! YAY!! We bought a 2010 Dark Silver Honda, Civic (sidenote: as I write this, we have since returned that car due to the mechanic's opinion that the car needed all new tires since it shook past 70mph...ummm, no thank you). We were bummed but knew that this wasn't the car for us. A few days later we went to Round Rock Honda and purchased a 2009 Royal Blue Honda Civic from Terry from Scranton, Pennsylvania (I wonder if he knows Michael Scott?)

Pool time

The other day we brought little one to the pool for the first time. It was incredible to watch his curious little eyes soak in the new sights...from the palm trees to the orange umbrellas to the sparkling blue water. He just laid in my lap, calm as he could be and breathed in the newness. We then propped him up on the side of the pool to let his feet get wet and it was the cutest thing. He kept holding his feet above the water so they would not get wet. He wasn't too sure what to do yet. I can't wait to actually let him get in the water and watch him splash his little heart out.

LIFE UNFOLDING...

Wow, these past 2 years have been some of the most amazing years of my life. Let's see, I got engaged to the most amazing man, my greatest teacher and best friend. He proposed on July 1, 2010 at 5:58pm at Bueno Vista Park in San Francisco, CA. It was our 3 year anniversary from the moment we met and time stopped, literally (my watch stopped at 5:58pm - we planned to meet at a coffee shop at 6pm and we both arrived a few minutes early).  It's wonderful that we can still recall every minute detail from that date, including me wearing a purple tank top, jeans and my favorite wedge Steve Madden heals that made me about 3 inches taller. And Che's first words to me were, "Wow, you are tall" and my first words, "Wow, you talk quiet"...haha. It was love at first sight. I remember driving into the parking lot and calling his phone to see if he was there and I saw this cute guy in a white hat walking toward the coffee shop take his phone out of his pocket and answer it. "YES!" was my reaction and I continue to say "YES" every day. I love this man!

Then, in December 2010 I graduated with my Masters degree in Maternity Nursing from the University of Texas at Austin. It was a whirlwind of fun, growth and massive amounts of learning and paper writing. I thought at the time that was the greatest challenge of my life and I finally completed what I had been working towards for so long.

Then on July 1, 2011 at 5:58pm, I married the love of my life in a magical ceremony at Camp Lucy in Dripping Springs, TX. It was our 4 year anniversary and the most incredible day that we shared with our family and friends as we vowed our love and intentions to create the most beautiful life together in marriage. 

 

 

One month later, I was pregnant! We wanted a honeymoon baby, but it only took 1 more month and we were blessed with a growing life inside of me. My pregnancy was great and I only experienced 1 week of nausea, depression, exhaustion and hormones gone crazy. The rest of the 9 months were nothing to complain about except the lack of energy, pains, and all the uncomfortableness that goes along with being pregnant. Looking back, it seems hard to remember all of the ups and downs because the end result was/is the most amazing blessing and we are thrilled to call this little miracle ours.

 

Here he is! ELIAS MANUEL TRILLO, the most beautiful being I have ever laid my eyes on. Our birthing experience was amazing and completely all natural. I can now say that this was the greatest challenge of my life. It was an intense physical, emotional, and spiritual journey that was all mine. I will never forget the final push where this warm and squishy baby was thrust into the world and placed in my arms. His eyes pierced through my heart and I knew that we were reunited from another time of love. We stared at each other in awe and shared so much love with each other in that moment. I waited 9 months (or more like 30 years) to meet him and he was finally here.

 

And so the journey began of taking care of this little being. Words can not describe how incredibly hard the beginning was. Here is this little helpless human being that has complete trust in you and you have no idea what you are doing. The tears from both him and myself were countless and I wasn't sure what I had gotten myself into. Che was amazing from the start. He was so patient with me and the baby. He had so much faith in me and always knew exactly what I needed to hear to encourage me to keep going, even when I was a blubbering mess of emotions and frustration. Elias is so blessed to have such an incredible father and I am so lucky to call him my husband.  

 But as time went on, we learned from each other and the days began to improve and were actually a little more enjoyable. Isn't this the sweetest little face!

 

Each day we continue to move forward and embrace the ups and downs of parenting. We are now 2 months in and are blessed with the life we continue to create, filled with love and adventure.

 

And this is our LIFE UNFOLDING....